Not-So-Perfectly Fit!

FYI, I only eat twice a day - as in, two proper meals a day because I wait till I get a "feel" of what I want to eat for the day. Once I have the food I want to have in my head, I have to have it, otherwise it would be all I think about until I've eaten it. I plan my two meals for the day, ok? Don't mess with it.
Great. So apparently I'm fat and retarded. Not that that's news to me, but seriously. Don't people have better things to talk about?! And ohmygosh, have I gotten so fat in the 3 months that I've been sick and tired. EVERYONE keeps telling me I look “healthier” now! Ggrr!

It's just that I have the most unfortunate body structure ever. I'm at a size now that if I go any lower, I will look fug and skeletal already. If it's okay WITH YOU PEOPLE, I'd like to maintain my weight because it's the fats in my face that makes me look a decade younger than I actually am. I don’t have a tummy though and I’m happy for that fact.

In the real world, I think my body size is what you call NORMAL, but if you must be particular, I'm fine with skinny fat too. I know I'm a skinny cow and I've been fine with that, but it seems like society begs to differ. I’m sorry you people that I’m just so HAPPY now with my life and I know it shows, doesn’t it?