To grow in many ways and consistently demonstrate my willingness and courage to take the next step, to see myself with more clarity through helping others, to be devoted to use what God gave me inorder to achieve what I desire and offer myself to the greater good of the planet. - Xandz '07

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

Multi-tasking: Listening in training while blogging!

Things can get hectic and frantic, but I revel in it because it's an "expected" stress. Even my seasonal allergies, however annoying it is, is something to be expected too. So really, overall, I think I’m fine. No point on stressing out over things that are expected to happen.

Plus, I only have little things to do for work... I've managed to procrastinate in every way possible. That's ok. He he he.. no.. it's just I was lucky enough to be transferred to another LOB (Line of Business). I was bound to die in training for Policies/Procedures and Tools but then God was kind enough to give me a break. So now, I've got one week of procrastination before I do the "real thing" again. Plus, this weekend, I’ll revert to my couch potato self and watch FRIENDS (for the Nth time)!

Life has been good. Infact, I was able to do some of my activities again. Like two weeks ago I went camping and tree planting with my mountaineering group and last weekend I dived with my new divemates here at Dell. I was happy it wasn't a business trip even if I was with Dell Expats! It was pure vacation.

I'm feeling pretty good about everything right now. Though, I don't know when I will have the "unexpected" stress. Y'know the universe has it ways of messing me up. It's as if there's an alarm that goes off whenever I feel fine and contented. Let's just say... whatever it is, I'm trying to make "everything" work for me now.

Oh yeah, EVERYTHING.

Saturday, October 6, 2007

Guys and Porn.

What does it make guys feel? Why are guys so addicted to it?

Just a random thought.

Isn’t it so much better to love another, platonically or romantically, than to substitute porn for love?

Unfortunately, FOR SOME MEN, it is easier to view porn than to develop a relationship with another person. That way there is no chance of losing, being rejected or having your heart broken. That’s just so pathetic.

The problem is that porn addiction, like any other addiction, leads to major loses or your lives. I’m talking to guys who just CAN’T live without porns!!! You lose the respect for women, of women, for our own self and lose the opportunity to build meaningful relationships.